The summer holidays arent all they are cracked up to be you know. The rest of my school are actually still at school, and dont finish till the 23rd July, but because our year had exams and study leave we get to finish sooner. Jee.. its so boring. I had all these elaborate plans on what to do, but the first week has been so boring that really wish I was at school! Gawd, theres another 8/9 weeks left! -.-
Its good that I have loads of time on here now (even though I havent been using it to the full.. damn neopets! :P) but, we’ve actually got some warm weather this year, and I would like to be out there enjoying it some days.. y’know!?! Problem is.. I dont actually seem to exist at the moment! I text my friend and was like.. “so what have you done so far?”.. and she was like.. “oh, well we all met up yesterday.. went into town the other day with blah and blah.. had a picnic in the lakes on Friday..” I was like.. “nice.. well, mines been f**king boring. People dont seem to remember I exist out of school” and she text back, “will contact you soon”.. It really annoys me this does. They seem to think that if they invite me out to a few things, then its ok with me. But its NOT! I dont know.. I feel like im just a “school friend”. Hell.. im supposed to be in their “group” but I barely ever see them outside of school! For gawds sake, what the hell am I to them? I’d love to know! Grr.. and dont you (the reader) tell me that they arent worth bothering with blahblahblah, because you dont understand! I have so many troubles with friends. Its not that I argue with them, because I cant even remember a time that I was involved in an arguement, and its not that im too loud or annoying, although I know I can be sometimes. I dont know.. I just find it really hard making friends.. and when I do, they all seem to crap on me. Ive only had three friends that didnt. One, im still friends with and everything but I barely see her much because she has her own friends. Two, she left to go to another school 2 years ago, and three.. Im still friends with, and shes the only person I actually trust, but shes with the group I seem to be invisible in. :( Anyway.. moving on.. Im probably boring you with all these blogs about my problems :P

Ive added some updates! :D I added 3 icons (not much but they took up quite a bit of time), 1 uncoded layout, and 2 myspace layouts :D Not much I know.. ive been too caught up in the wonderful world of neopets. But im trying to make my things better quality, so Im taking more time on them. :)
Phew.. this is so silly right.. when I barely update and comment here.. my hits are sky high! But when I comment and such, my hits are low as low. Jee,, yesterday I didnt even hit 400 unique! :o Oh well.. I guess thats what summer is like. :P

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